On life number TEN ???

Here is what happens when you are up for four days with no sleep. This is a picture of the ex's truck. What is left of it after his second wreck in 30 minutes on Monday morning. Since I was dispatching at the time I heard all the details. You know even if you want to move on with your life and want the other person to find happiness you still worry about them. This happened around 3:30AM on S169 Hwy. If you know the road at all it winds around and can be hard to drive on in the day time. Let alone in the dark and fog with no sleep. This is what is spells. He did not go to the hosptial and the deputies delivered him back to my house. I think he is a boom-a-rang. He is dizzy of course and his legs are hurt from the motor slaming into them. He was able to crawl out of a window. He is now on his way back to Kansas. With any kind of luck he will rest for a few days. His truck is gone. He got his $400.00 use out of it. He is sorry he lost it as it was a good little truck.

The last time I kicked him out of my life hard he was shot that morning. With 22 pints of blood and missing half a liver he still carried the bullet in his back. Both times I have been irrated with his previous behavior. Never would I wish this on any one.
When dispatching you have to remain cool and calm. Several of the dispatchers have had some interesting things happen the last few weeks while on the desk. I think this one tops it for the month.


My friend Amber is moving to a small town to 13 acres so we may take a couple of horses out to her house this spring. That will be good for my pasture. Amber and I will get to ride some where new with out SEMI's.

Oh, My grand daughter whom I have not seen in nearly 5 years had another birthday last week. So a big hug and kiss as well as my prayers for her to be happy goes her way. She also has a sister whom I have not seen that shares this birthday at least so I am told. A Happy Birthday to that one too. The thing is they live around the corner from me with in 2 miles. I miss spoiling Lacey and playing with the horses, shopping for coats in the winter time. Singing to the radio and listening to all the songs she wrote in her pretty little head. I am thankful she is a healty child. The choices her mom made has led me to stay away from them.

On that note be safe Tootles